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Chapter 3: Sign of a Bliss


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Sam's memories which stayed on Anna's mind slightly disappear. Anna went through a very hard time, tried to forget about it. The burden is too much for her to handle it by herself.


Anna attended a different class as she used to, tried to find a new friends and making a good memory. Then she met Ryan. An ordinary boy who caught her attention. He was quiet, not the narcissistic type. Maybe it was a coincidence, but Anna began to see him no matter where she went to. Then she found out that they actually live near to each other! She began to think about him most of the time. Then she mumble,"What is this feeling? It feels weird as if I have a butterfly in my stomach every time I see him".

There were a lot of coincidences that put Anna and Ryan in the same scenes, doing things together and began to know each other well. Anna was the first one who developed a special feeling for Ryan. She was afraid to make a first move though, tried not to hurt again. Things got worse when Anna knew that Ryan is having a pretty deep feeling for his High School's friend. She was very disappointed. But she didn't give up. She tried to talk to Ryan about his past, and things got cleared up. Ryan did love his friend, but he already moved on and almost completely forgot about her.

Knowing about Anna's feeling, Ryan slowly showed his affection towards her. Apparently, Ryan felt comfortable when Anna's around. So he was thinking of going steady with Anna. They went to have a dinner and watch movies at times. They also spent some times studying together, preparing for the final exam. They even made a nickname for each other, and started using it ever since. But there's one thing that bothered Anna's mind at that time was their status. She couldn't bear it anymore if she would get the same pain that Sam gave her before.

The final exam has ended. Anna asked Ryan out for dinner, then they went home together. It was 10 pm when Ryan walked her home, held hands while laughing about random things. Ryan's step suddenly slowed down, as he held both Anna's hand and looked into her eyes. Anna was startled and couldn't say anything. Her heart was beating like crazy.
"Anna, how do you feel about me? D-do y-you l-l-like me? W-wanna be my g-g-girlfriend?", Ryan stuttered.
Anna found it cute that he couldn't say it properly, but she hold her laugh. Then she held Ryan's hand even tighter and said,"I like you, and i loved to be your girlfriend.."
Both then laughed while smiling to each other. They were extremely happy with what just happened, with the fact that they just got an official status: in a relationship. :)

Chapter 2: Betrayal


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Time passed away and a special connection between Sam and Anna was made. They do lots of things together, just like a couple. Sam had just break up with his girlfriend. Anna was wondering whether he still keep in touch with his ex or not. But she believed in Sam when he said that he has stop contacting his ex, so Anna can relax. Everything was fine until one day, Sam's ex-girlfriend was trying to get him back. At that time, his relationship with Anna is kinda blurry. They were not dating, cause both thought that a relationship status is not that important. What more important is their feeling for each other.

But that theory is kinda tricky, and Anna realized it just in the right time. She felt unsafe with what she had, and tried to find out about Sam's ex. Then she knew that Sam had that intention to get back with his ex, and Anna made a decision to take a step back. She didn't shed a single tear at all. It was her first heart break though. But she thought that a boy like Sam doesn't worth to cry for. All that left in her mind was that Sam has betrayed her feeling, left a scar in her heart, and it will be paid later when his life ends.

Chapter 1: A New Beginning


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In the 3rd year of Senior High, Anna took a University entrance's test. She passed, and decided not to take a test from other university due to laziness. The University is in another city, forced her to live far away from her parents. She was afraid at first, but then she managed to get through the first 6 months.

There was an English test which result is used to pick some students and place them in a special class. Anna was chosen along with 4 others from her class. The special class was held at night, so when the class is over, Anna was walked to the dorm by her friends, Sam and Freddy. As time goes by, they got closer and closer. At times, Sam and Anna went outside to have a breakfast, lunch, or even dinner. To be frank, that was the first time for Anna to go out with a boy, only the two of them. Yes, she was so lame.

Intro


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Everything I wrote in this blog is a fiction. It was just my imagination which inspired by what had happened in my surroundings.

Enjoy the story! :)

The story begins with a desperate girl who suffers from an almost-broken-home family. Her name is Anna. She was only 7 years old when her father had an affair with his secretary. Her mother was very hurt and angry. The atmosphere at that time is like as if a World War happened. An empty spot between the sofa is the place where she considered safe. A neighbor who is 2 years older than Anna, came and comforted her. The "b!tch" who almost ruin Anna's parents' marriage came and apologized for anything that had happened between her and Anna's father. Fortunately, Anna's mother is a very kind person. So she forgave that "b!tch" and her husband, even tried to forget about that matter.

Years has passed. Anna's father is behaving properly, not making any affair with his partner at work. Anna is relieved, except for the fact that her parents often argue over small things. Despite the fact that they are arguing most of the time, Anna's parents treat her delicately. They are also very very protective with her. Anna is not allowed to go outside with her friends at night, and she also can't take the public transportation except if there's no one who can pick her up. She has a pretty rough childhood.